Monday, November 24, 2008

my list of things I'm thakful for



  1. One thing I am thankful for is the fact that I'm going to New York to visit my mom becase I haven't seen her in ages.

  2. Another thing is that I get to do whatever I want when I get up there and not have to do what my dad and step mom tell me.

  3. A third thing would be that I get a break from my dad and step mom cause we tend to get on each other's nervers a lot.

  4. A foruth thing is that I get to see my 3 favoratie animals in the whole world, my dog peekeachew, and my 2 cats boo boo and Yogi who is the craziest animal to ever exist.

  5. A fith thing is that I get to see my friend Tim again and hang out with him.

  6. A sixth reason is that I will hopefully be able to see my friends Rachel and Trevis who I do pretty everything with when I'm there.

  7. The seventh thing I'm thakful for is the decision to stay up there if I want to but I'm not sure weather I should leave all the friends I have here and if I did leave the person I'll miss the most will propbly be my friend Bri.

  8. I'm thankful for Bri because she's bacsically one of the many joys in my life because I have a fun time making her laugh and scaring her half to death that's why I'll miss her the most if I deicide not to come back.

  9. Another thing would be the chance to go fishing and possibly ice fishing when I go up there because I actually love to fish believe it or not.

  10. The last thing I'm thakful for is a place that I can feel loved where ever I go when before I had no friends or anything.

These are all the things that I am thakful for.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

renweb

I have no idea how I'm gonna use renweb in the future when I can't even get in it but when I can get inside renweb, I can use it to check my grades and see what homework I have but otherwise sence I can't get in. I can't do a thing.

Monday, November 17, 2008

my plans for retirement


When I'm 70 I plan to retire to the country side of California and life like at least a mile away the beach and I plan to start writing poems and little stories about my life and maybe even a bibliography with my mission statement so that people can read the book and based on the book see if I accomplished my mission and hopefully they will say yes he accomplished his mission statement.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

win-win

For all I know I never had a situation when I acted in a win-win situation but in the futrue I hope to be able to help prisioners in jail by telling them about Jesus so that we can both win and be in heaven.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

why I want to be a detective

I want to be a detective because I will be able to help other people and put the outlaws where they belong. Also when your a detective you have to solve baffling mysteries and also you get to go around town and ask questions and try to find clues and find out who's guilty and who's innocent and go to court and present evidence and get to do a lot of other cool things. That is why I want to be a detective.

Monday, November 3, 2008

my life



All I have ever known in my life is fear, sadness, and pain, fear that my friends will betray me, sadness form losing someone close to me, and endless pain that comes form everything around me and when I say pain I mean both physical and emotional pain but the worst pain is emotional and every time something bad happens that makes me feel fear, sadness, and pain, it makes me want to give up and die but the only thing that keeps me going is the fact that I want to make an impact on the world and complete my goals and I will keep going until I drop.This song describes it,

In the winter time

When all the leaves are brown
And the wind blows so chill
And the birds have all flown for the summer
Im callin, hear me callin, hear me callin

In the winter time
When all the leaves are brown
And the wind blows so chill
And the birds have all flown for the summer
Im callin, hear me callin, hear me callin
Im callin, hear me callin, hear me callin
In the winter time

In the winter time
When all the leaves are brown
And the wind blows so chill
And the birds have all flown for the summer
Im callin, hear me callin, hear me callin

This song describes it because when I'm feeling that fear, sadness, and pain, I just feel like I'm all alone and I can't do anything about it and I'm just lost and every time I try to get someone to care and actually help me I'm go on unheard and it's frustrating. I'm callin and yet no one hears me. My friends have all flown for the summer leaving me all alone.