my life

All I have ever known in my life is fear, sadness, and pain, fear that my friends will betray me, sadness form losing someone close to me, and endless pain that comes form everything around me and when I say pain I mean both physical and emotional pain but the worst pain is emotional and every time something bad happens that makes me feel fear, sadness, and pain, it makes me want to give up and die but the only thing that keeps me going is the fact that I want to make an impact on the world and complete my goals and I will keep going until I drop.This song describes it,

In the winter time
When all the leaves are brown
And the wind blows so chill
And the birds have all flown for the summer
Im callin, hear me callin, hear me callin

In the winter time
When all the leaves are brown
And the wind blows so chill
And the birds have all flown for the summer
Im callin, hear me callin, hear me callin
Im callin, hear me callin, hear me callin
In the winter time

In the winter time
When all the leaves are brown
And the wind blows so chill
And the birds have all flown for the summer
Im callin, hear me callin, hear me callin

This song describes it because when I'm feeling that fear, sadness, and pain, I just feel like I'm all alone and I can't do anything about it and I'm just lost and every time I try to get someone to care and actually help me I'm go on unheard and it's frustrating. I'm callin and yet no one hears me. My friends have all flown for the summer leaving me all alone.